I'm thinking about all the things people don't know. This one doesn't know about their cheating significant other(actually that is becoming something to be expected in my world than a scandal); that one doesn't know that they'll always be second best; the next one isn't over their ex. I've discovered that the old cliche "Ignorance is bliss." is one hell of an understatement.
On top of this, I've gotta big decision to make. Do I wanna go to another school in 11th and 12th grade? If so, what school? Can I afford it? Do I wanna move for the right reasons? I'm not sure of the answer to any of these questions, really.
I feel the need to go, to finally escape from seeing the same things and people that remind me to be miserable. Yet, I know what it's like to feel abandoned. I know what it's like to be left alone when the person leaving you doesn't realize how much you need them. I don't want to do that to any of my friends.
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