My blog that I started on Monday but never got posted:

I was right. I am finding Eclipse difficult to read. It's not that it has too high a reading level, it's that it's a romance novel and it reminds me of when I first started it. What part that doesn't cease to strike me is

" I didn't like to talk about that barren time with anyone, and especially not Edward. He had only been trying to save me when he'd left, trying to save my soul. I didn't hold him responsible for all the stupid things I'd done in his absence, or the pain I had suffered.
He did.
So I would have to word my explanation carefully."

The 2nd sentence reminded me of Trevor. When he left me he was trying to do the right thing for both of us.
The 3rd sentence was/is exactly my feelings. Well, how the part of me that could never hate Trevor has felt.
The final sentence was how I've felt when knowing that I had to talk to Trevor about how troubled I was by our break-up for the sake of my sanity.