Friday, October 9, 2009

If I Could Gather Up The Nerve, I'd Put My Feelings Into Words

I've been waiting all day to do this blog (and edit my last one xP)! I think I'm becoming addicted to blogging while most all of my friends have given up blogging =]

I don't really feel like talking about things I can talk to my friends about right now. (Pep rally, my classes, etc.)
Just to get this off my chest-TREVOR AND I WON'T GET BACK TOGETHER if we're not meant to. Whether or not Taylor and Trevor last does not determine whether or not Trevor and I get back together. If Trevor and Taylor stay together for a while, they're happy and I live my life as friends with the both of them. If Trevor and Taylor break up soon, that won't make him love me; that will make him hurt and I'll be there to try and make him feel better(even though this bitchy side of me wants him to hurt like hell). Well, that was therapeutic.

I needed to cry all throughout yesterday. I needed to cry all day today, too. Yet, I stop myself. I am choosing to bottle up all my angst and try to let it out in small doses like blogging and exercise to blaring music.

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