Got Nothing Against You And Surely I Miss You

Nothing too interesting to post. John and Martha weren't acting as bad as they usually do, but I was still annoyed by them. I could've easily enjoyed the night with Martha, we used to be pretty close and I trusted her a lot more than most sisters do, so it could've just gone back to normal. But John's presence always makes Martha stressed out somehow. Today was pretty normal until Boppie got here around 4. She took us out to the Olive Garden and we ate til it hurt haha. Then she dropped us off at the library for today's teen program. The pirate luau was fun. I was thrilled to find that for once I could do a craft easily and Jill struggled. Jill's always more artistically inclined than I am. Tomorrow's the day I get to talk to Jon. I've been counting the hours and I'm sure tomorrow I'll be glued to my cell haha

My Heart's Always With You

I decided to blog about my time while Jon's gone so I don't forget as much of it. I wanna tell him all about my week when he gets back cause I know he'll listen to whatever I have to say. He's really great like that.

Anyways, I stopped talking to Jon on friday around 4. I tried to put him out of my mind. I went bowling that night, expecting to be with only Evelyn and Jill. Then later I discovered Ethan was already at the alley, so he chilled with us. We were playing with one of the machines when Trevor and Kristen showed up. Surprise! Trevor and I had the whole "Oooooh look at the orange flower moment" and then we got a lane. Soon after, Evelyn and Sam showed up. But Trevor and Ethan have such a poor relationship that I spent pretty much the rest of the nice laughing with Ethan and Jill and drinking Amp. After the bowling trip, Evelyn and Jill slept over. Evelyn fell asleep at 2:30ish and Jill and I talked and ate trail mix til 5:30!

Naturally, I ignored my better judgment that told me to go to sleep early so I could get up for my shift at the library from 11-3. So I got up just before 10 and didn't get ready for my shift til 10:30. I showered very quickly for me, but didn't have time to eat breakfast. So I spent my shift talking to the other person there, being bored, being tired, and thinking about food. And of course when my shift was finally over I had to wait another hour at the library because my mom's hair appointment moved up a half hour, keeping her from picking me up. And my dad? He was just too lazy to drive less than 3 miles to pick me up. So when I finally got home I was like "FOOOOOOOOD!". Later, I found myself napping. Every time my phone went off during this nap, I forced myself to be awake enough to see if it was somehow Jon. It never was, so I just went back to sleep.

Sunday was the most boring and probably most painful day. I slept in as late as possible because I knew I wasn't going to do much. I ended up going to the mall with my mom, though. We didn't shop for me. I was just there to make sure my mom didn't pick out the ugliest dress there was and to find my dad some shirts that I could be sure wouldn't embarrass me. I got all cocky when I found out that my dad liked what we picked out despite his finicky attitude towards clothes. Oh and when we passed the music store in Colonie Center, I imagined the look on Jon's face if he were there, longing to go look at the instruments. I spent the rest of the day just entertaining myself and thinking about Jon til I felt incredibly pathetic.

Monday wasn't as hard going without talking to him as the others. I had a lot of distractions. I had Jill over and talked to her at my house, not really doing anything in particular til 3ish. Then we walked to the wall to meet up with Dan. We ate some of his birthday cake and talked more til Jill and I needed to go to the Sand Lake Kiwanis meeting. At said meeting I asked chacha what Joe from Sand Lake Kiwanis' last name was cause Jill and I forgot. Chacha answered correctly. And throughout the meeting there were MANY MANY MANY awkward moments. Mainly with old people talking about sex. Like this one guy they nicknamed Lucky Fred for winning the raffles over and over and someone asked "Are you lucky Fred?". Fred replied "Once a year". And another time this guy read the words on my tits. And later they started talking about some mythical Jewish gynecologist. Why? I have no idea.

Yesterday went by okay. It was a LOOOOOOONG day. I had a shift at the library from 11-1 with Hannah which was alright, pretty boring. Then I had a shift with a girl I;d never met named Cara from 1-3 which was insanely boring. During my 1-3 shift I got texts from this random girl asking me if I could cover another 2 hours for her that night and 2 today. I agreed, so I went home around 3 and had to come back for a shift from 5-7. I met this girl named Rebecca. She was pretty cool and very talkative, so the shift seemed about an hour long.

Today my parents leave for a trip somewhere in NY I've never been. They haven't even packed yet. That sounds smart, right? So it's kinda hectic. Martha and John(my older sister and her boyfriend) are watching us until Boppie(my grandmother) comes to watch us sometime tomorrow. John doesn't get here til 6 and leaves within 24 hours, but I don't want that scum in my house. He was pretty much a nuisance as it was, but now knowing how unfaithful he is to Martha makes me too repulsed to welcome him in my house. I probably won't say anything though, I'll just glare and refuse to be in the same room as him. Part of me wants to prank him in his sleep, but I know he's a light sleeper.

Things in common amongst all the days he's been gone:
Well, obviously I've missed him.
I've been reading Eclipse. I read until it hurts too much. When I'm not being reminded of Jon, I'm thinking about the people that I dated before him and all the bullshit I went through with or because of them.
I've been thinking of him while listening to Katy Perry's new song Teenage Dream.

Ultimate Silly Bandz List

Rocket ships
http://www.newdimensions1.com/toysstore/space-glow-fun-bandz.html

Pussies
http://www.newdimensions1.com/toysstore/cats-glitter-fun-bandz.html

A bananas, a lemon, and a peach
http://www.newdimensions1.com/toysstore/fruits-fun-bandz.html

Boxers
http://www.newdimensions1.com/toysstore/beach-fun-bandz.html

Buckin' Bronco
https://brainchild.bcplabs.net/product-details.php?prod_id=454

Crabs
https://brainchild.bcplabs.net/product-details.php?prod_id=465

I Bet You Can't Keep Up With, With Fashionistas

I've actually been looking at models, so I felt like sharing

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http://www.yvymag.com/2010/05/lui-italia-luis-carlos-aguayo/cover6/

http://adamnewyork.blogspot.com/2010/05/jase-beard-for-idol-mag.html

http://modelsbydidio.blogspot.com/2010/05/pure-brazil-part-2.html?zx=4dce6e67ae28cf89

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http://www.markusklinko-indrani.com/

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Favorite Post Secrets

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http://mikemywords.files.wordpress.com/2009/05/baby.jpg?w=300

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http://blog.mikeschappaugh.com/image/andtheytastegood.jpg

http://www.petwellbeingblog.com/uploaded_images/postsecret-759148.jpg

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"I think it's really cute that you think I don't know all of what I've said about you, almost as cute as how you much attention you crave =3" My next response

"I admit to calling you a lot of negative words, but whore is not one of them. You don't even put out, so stop assuming and putting words into my mouth" This is what I told Taylor via formspring WITH my name attached. I'm documenting it now so it can't be denied